my beer smiled at me last saturday evening. Out of the foamy goodness of San Mig Light (im a gay drinker, forgive me) a big grin parted the bubbles and stopped me from taking a sip.
That was the last photo i took that day as my the batteries of my camera died out. It was a long day for me and my camera; SAVE! campaign in the morning, History Trip to Binondo in the afternoon then finally Ia's 21st b-day bash. My camera couldnt handle it. Maybe mr. San Mig scared the spark out of it.
I like beer cause its relaxing. I prefer San Mig Light cause its what im used to. All i need is one (or rather, all i can take is one!) and im pretty much set for the night.
It was nice to drink a bit again last weekend, its a nice brake from everything... I really wanna take a break from everything. I hope i can clear up the weekend of the 25th, but by the looks of things, thats no gonna happen. Its the weekend of the next A-days batch and i really don't want to miss that! And its also Raymond's last event as Ecosoc's president... O Lord please grant me another weekend!
Weekdays suck soooo much! I go to school almost everyday to learn almost nothing as i sleep through every class. Pol sci? asleep.. Philo? dozing off.. Theo? out cold... Histo? heads on the table... Eco? in a slump at the back of the room...
argh, i hate school
You know that song of Stacie Orrico? the one when she was still kinda new on the scene? "There's gotta to be more to life than out each and every TEMPORARY HIGH that satisfies me". I'm afraid thats what im doing lately... Living out temporary highs to escape the drudgery of school life. Ateneo isnt as fun as it used to be
I wake up... go to school... sleep... go home... sleep.... I think ive lost so many hours to sleeping in class... And those temporary highs are getting fewer and far between. There are hardly any highlights to my days lately, its only on the weekend (if the workload permits) that i can escape my downers. The Binondo Trip was a nice change of pace, but once it was over, the high was gone and down i went again.
I'm afraid if i dont get my steady fix of smiling beers, ill stop smiling altogether... The PS3 can only do so much nowadays and everyones so busy (myself included) that theres hardly any common time left for good old fashioned, wholesome fun.
Maybe i need to exercise more often, i hear it releases some kinda happy chemical in the body... yeah, maybe ill Jog on thurs, after class if the wheather allows.
I dunno, the balance isnt in my favor, there arent enough encouraging things happening to counter these downers. Im getting tired of lving... The short term is getting so much more important to me nowadays that it obscures the long term. How can i look forward to the future when i know tomorrow is gonna suck as well as the day after that.
I cant wait for this Sem to end
I cant wait to get FIlibits off the Ground
I just cant wait anymore.
