My soup smiled at me before i took my next spoonful. This happened earlier this week at "Tapsi ni Vivian", in their "bottomless soup" thingy. Its bulalo, i think. This is the second time food smiled at me... the last time it was my beer! I didnt have a camera at the time so this was taken with my un-uber cell phone camera.
My friend said its a sign that maybe i should smile more often, that i "should return the favor"... maybe yeah
soup and beer make me smile. they're two very good things.
ive been getting a lot of "are you ok? you look pretty down" kinda comments this week. Do i really look sad? is it because im not smiling as much as my beer and soup? maybe its because there arent alot of happy things happening this week? would that justify to you people my "aura of sadness"? whenever im just looking out the window or thinking very hard about something does not mean i have a "problem" okay? its not that im shunning away your concern for or whatever... but those comments make me feel sadder coz it means "one more thing that doesnt make me smile" on the score board.
I just have a lot of things on my mind ignited by a few things that happen lately... Some stuff around august, Ondoy, Finals becoming optional, Ateneo Winning, Bonfire, the upcoming blue roast, my facebook getting hacked and a bunch of idle moments that should not have been so idle but they were coz megeh = fail. Im thinking of a lot of things i do not know how to share with people coz it "might" offend them or whatever.
i just have stuff on my mind... and it ain't the damn "seniour syndrome" or everybody's favourite: "love life" so dont talk to me if you want to talk about those.
I dont follow the series "how i met your mother" but i enjoy wathcing an episode when i come across one. The episode im gonna talk about is pretty old i think so no spoilers here i guess. It was thanksgiving episode where Robyn and Ted just broke up and were going to an awkward stage.
i felt awkward just watching them, seriously!
Ted said something cool there (a friend pointed it out to me, i didnt catch it the first time around)
it was something like:
"Friendship is an involuntary reflex"
and you know what... It makes alot of damn sense. I dont need to explain it but it does, don't it?
So im rethinking alot of things and decisions coz i cant seem to let go of them due to "current events". So im in this slump, i dont think you can help me... so just understand okay?
I'll smile when i want to. In the mean time, my beers and soups can do the smiling for me
